Lyssnar på Natasha Bedingfield och hon sjunger ut de tankar jag har i huvudet. My thoughts exact, Natasha, my thoughts exact!

”I feel these four walls closing in, my face up against the wall, I’m looking out..

Is this my life I’m wondering, it happened so fast. How do I turn this thing around, is this the bed I chose to make? It’s greener pastures I’m thinking about. Wide open spaces far away.

All I want is the wind in my hair, to face the fear but, not feel scared

Wild horses, I wanna be like you. Throwing caution to the wind. I’ll run free too. Wish I could recklessly love, like I’m longing to. I Wanna run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses!

I see the girl I wanna be. Riding bare back, care free along the shore. If only that someone was me. Jumping head first headlong without a thought. To act and damn the consequence. How I wish it could be that easy. But fear surrounds me like a fence. I wanna break free.

All I want is the wind in my hair. To face the fear but, not feel scared”